been quite packed with my schedule lately..
i think i am drained out of ideas for blogging...
blogging had been a difficult task for me to complete..
dont know what had happened to me.. o.o "
my love one is back to kuching dy..
happy that he is at kuching now.. ^^
im happy to be with you.. ^^
but, dont know why im having this mixture of feeling disappointment and hopeless..
i am weak, that is the truth..
i cry..doesnt mean that im a crybaby..
its my own way to release my sadness..
i feel like something is really serious missing inside me..
that is not suppose to be like this..
well, i have no idea..
everyday will i only long for the next day to come and the day which had passed become unimportant..
what am i doing?
what do i live for?
it becomes a big gap that i could not have solve it mean time..
why is there nobody stand by my side when i need them?
i am really noob..
perhaps they all dont belong to me..
im frusrated..
i really hope to talk to someone now especially dar dar..
and the respond i've got was not as sweet as it had been..
i wana chat with u in msn..
but chat half way, you didnt reply anymore..
im pretty down..really down..
and this was not your fault..
i have nobody to blame on..
you are way too tired of talking to me..
sometimes i feel like a fish in the middle of no where and feel alone there..
i wana be like a small fish, like nemo who can have lot of friend to share happiness as well as sorrow in life.. T.T
Every good and perfet gift is from above, coming down from the Father of heavenly lights, who does not change like shifting shadows. James 1:17
-hazelnut 11/04/2009 2.15am-
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