Little Wishes

Karaoke night~

2009-09-18T23:23:00.002+08:00

I'm glad to hear that Syelyn wana know how's my life going now. So, will blog this one for her to read. hehe... Last night, after our(Darling and me) dinner at Li's Garden Restaurant which is located at Hock Lee Shopping Center, our next destination is at Enter K , karaoke at Crown Square. We went there with a group of people of course and It's my first time been to Enter K.*sakai* So far, i never know my Darling can sing ooo...and i am very SURPRISE that my Darling can sing so well!!! His singing had AMAZED meee!!! =)

Picture of million words! ^^

The door of our Karaoke room.
Let's sing!

Do re mi fa so la ti do~~
U + I = Us !
Can i have your autograph,please?

I heart this photo!

*loves*

Ai yo...i know you feel excited to take picture with me la.haha...

That's all for today lo...hehe...Good night, everyone! Zzzzzzzz

Where Got Chost?

2009-09-14T22:16:00.005+08:00

Yesterday, 13/09/2009, went to MBO Cinema with Uncle Sia and Darling to watch movie entitled "Where Got Ghost?" MBO Cinema is great. I can say that MBO is better than Star Cineplax, no offence, just giving my opinion. =) Oh ya, i like Lotus Five Star Cinema too, which is located at Riverside Parkson. After Lotus Five Star had renovated all those facilities, the service are more or less the same with MBO cinema. Haiya...bo ho hiam liao la! haha..

Back to Where Got Ghost? There were 3 different kind of stories in this movie. Firstly is Ghost at roadside, 2nd is Ghost in the jungle and thirdly is Ghost in house. Each of this subtitle movie( ghost at roadside, ghost in the jungle and ghost in house) is provided with lesson or moral value in the end of the stories. Well, i found this movie is INTERSETING yet abit scary too. Hee...

Today went to Ra Ku Tei , japanese restaurant at Crown Square with Darling and his family as well as his colleugues. The sushi very nice ooo... Yummy yummy!!!

Thank you, Darling for bringing me to Ra Ku Tei. Well-appreciated! =) *loves*

=)

2009-06-02T21:47:00.021+08:00

it has been really a long time since i last posted up in my blog...i realise ive abandon my blog...kakaka...suddenly i dont feel like blogging again...maybe i dont really belong to blogger's world? =)

Picture picture picture!

"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. Corinthians 13:4-13

Honesty create trust,

trust build lasting relationship.

~ hazelnut~

Beach beach beach!!

2009-04-13T14:02:00.020+08:00

Yesterday was the happiest day for me! hehe.. i went to beach, damai puri with dar dar..we didnt stay overnight there cos my parent dont allowed..sien la..haha..but, nvrm la..hehe..hmm.....the life is really the best once we know the way to get along with it..trust me, there are rainbows after raining..but, bear in mind that rainbows will not last long and dark clouds are always there after the sunny day..there are always a higher mountain to climb and a darker forest to explore after we achieve something..but the joyous moment is that we learn to enjoy the sceneries beside when we walk through these hardships..^^

Pictures of thousand words

on the way to beach..

i want to catch the clouds on top of the mountain! ^^

Dar dar is driving..keke..

hehehe..

Beach, wo lai le..haha..

Dar dar and me! ^^

We are belong to each other! ^^

awwwwww! i really want to catch the clouds on top of the mountain!

dar dar, i love you!

oh ya...i learnt new phrase yesterday... ^^

"I give all the freedom but have to responsible..." this phrase means alot to me although i don't really get the meaning..will try my best to understand whats the meaning behind this phrase ya..teehee..jia you ba, hazel! wo ai ni! =D

don't worry much when we fall down, cos we got another chance to climb higher.. ^^

Seek the Lord and His strength; seek his face continually. 1 Chronicles 16:11

He is truly the King of Kings, Lord of Lords! Our saviour!

- hazelnut 13/04/2009 -

a not so happy day to remember..

2009-04-11T01:11:00.003+08:00

been quite packed with my schedule lately..
i think i am drained out of ideas for blogging...
blogging had been a difficult task for me to complete..
dont know what had happened to me.. o.o "
my love one is back to kuching dy..
happy that he is at kuching now.. ^^
im happy to be with you.. ^^
but, dont know why im having this mixture of feeling disappointment and hopeless..
i am weak, that is the truth..
i cry..doesnt mean that im a crybaby..
its my own way to release my sadness..
i feel like something is really serious missing inside me..
that is not suppose to be like this..
well, i have no idea..
everyday will i only long for the next day to come and the day which had passed become unimportant..
what am i doing?
what do i live for?
it becomes a big gap that i could not have solve it mean time..
why is there nobody stand by my side when i need them?
i am really noob..
perhaps they all dont belong to me..
im frusrated..
i really hope to talk to someone now especially dar dar..
and the respond i've got was not as sweet as it had been..
i wana chat with u in msn..
but chat half way, you didnt reply anymore..
im pretty down..really down..
and this was not your fault..
i have nobody to blame on..
you are way too tired of talking to me..
sometimes i feel like a fish in the middle of no where and feel alone there..
i wana be like a small fish, like nemo who can have lot of friend to share happiness as well as sorrow in life.. T.T

Every good and perfet gift is from above, coming down from the Father of heavenly lights, who does not change like shifting shadows. James 1:17

-hazelnut 11/04/2009 2.15am-

Day

2009-03-26T23:03:00.007+08:00

a fine day, an empty field

full of grass, with a tree

shading underneath it

sitting down the oak tree

my thought was confuse

thinking too much

my heart just wonder

empty as it

watching the birds

flying free, with

the wind blowing

through my cheek

i know i am set free

my heart still long for compassion

For it has been granted to you on behalf of Christ, not only to believe on Him, but also to suffer for Him, Philippians 1:29

- hazelnut =( 26/03/2009 -

ioioio

2009-03-26T00:30:00.007+08:00

im sitting in front of my comp with my eyes like this --> -.-zzz doing my bm for tomorrow presentation...sitting alone in front of comp here without chatting on msn and sms dar dar...yesterday, 25/03/2009, i fall down at sch...at stairs some more...hai yo.....soooooooo embarrassing a.....everyone was looking at me that time...feel bo bin wana go to sch liao la...hee ^^"

it left 10 days for him to come back...wah, time pass so fast...

thats all for today lo...take care! have a nice day today! ^.~

Jesus loves you!

-hazelnut 26/03/2009-

*tis post talk rubbish la...lol *

ioio

2009-03-24T14:19:00.003+08:00

i am here again..thought yesterday i say i'll be busy in the days to come?hee...*blank* don't know why, i am kinda blur in school..feel so numb and pressed..i long for someone to talk to me when i need them, but will they know? why is there nobody to stay at my side when i need them? today had a tough lesson..so many things to remember over this week..feel like cracking my head and open it up and to see what actually had i learned..haha..suddenly, i realise good friends are really rare when we are aging and sometime we would only think that our past were damn good and enjoyable..we would really like to go back to the past, to continue what we think that are funny and worth, to complete our all those regrets that we can never have the time or even chance to repair...but, oftenly we would only end up in telling ourselves..eh, wake up liao!" We are only and can only dream about the past! i really miss my sch life in St. Mary with my close friends..not like my school now so alone lonely like that..maybe its because i'm the only Chinese girl in class, that's why i am always alone in class? erm...whatever...i always try my best to communicate with my bumiputera classmate, but, there's always a gap between bumi and non bumi...after all, this is called life.. got to tell myself to stay strong,i believe i can do it.lol! i always tell myself that i can do it everytime when im in trouble..i think that's the only way to lessen my tension..haha..

11 days left and counting..no matter how hard and long the journey is, i am still waiting here.. ^^

Nobody is perfect, but everybody will be perfect, if the heart is there!

Jesus replied "Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind." This is the 1st and the greatest commandment. Matthew 22:37-38

-hazelnut 24/032009-

Waiting...

2009-03-23T17:00:00.003+08:00

Wow...time passed rather quickly! Today is Monday, the first school day of the week! Everything goes well in school.hehe.. I thought i will be lonely gain in school. But, not for today.wakaka.. Today don't feel alone in school cos my classmate named Jeff, he is a humorous guy..haha.. He has a good mood today so he kept on create jokes and even gave me a new nick name as "kun ka sam(cantonese)" which means "housekeeper aunt(direct translating xD)" Anyway, do i look like ah sam?! ^^" blueks haha! Feeling tired after all coz got headache..huhu..

Being myself is not easy. Thank God for His guidance in my life. At times, when i am feeling down and facing failures, He gives me the strength to move on and teaches me to be more humble in life. I learnt to be more contented in what i've got and continue to give thanks to Him no matter how the situation i'm in seemed to be. He is indeed a God worthy to be praised and honoured forever and ever!

Look to the Lord and His strength; seek his face always. 1 Chronicles 16:11

Days after days, it left 12 days for my beloved dar dar to come back to Kuching. Whenever i look at the calendar, a sense of joy and excitement overhelm me..i know it is called waiting! ^^

There are always some hardest time in our life and we have to face them independently..wondering, is there any rainbow after the rain?? ^^" *craps again* =D

I'll be quite busy with my school assignments in the days to come..so my upcoming post may delay lo..teehee..Cheers! ^.~

-hazelnut 23/03/2009-

Time flies.....

2009-03-20T19:01:00.009+08:00

Time passes so fast..my school one week holiday is gonna end soon and seems like i can never complete the things that i promised myself to do..revision and assignment! Oh God, could you please give me another week of holiday? Sigh. Actually, i enjoy schooling. But, i dislike being alone in class. I am in U6A2. The chinese population in my class is very little and little. Plus, my social skills to communicate with my Bumiputera classmate is really damn worst..huhu.. Perhaps, this is the reason why im always alone in class? Hee...i really dislike being alone la..what to do? This is called life..haha..

This morning, i went to Pejabat Persekutuan, the place we do our IC, to check bout my school scholarship(hey its just a normal scholarship la..hehe..) After that, my mum and i were walking to Kenyalang. It's soo far..imagine that we are walking from the Pejabat Persekutuan until Kenyalang under the hot sun somemore..haiz yo..hot! after that, we walked to grandma's house which is located at Kenyalang. Hot..hot...hot.......

I miss someone terribly. It left 15 days for him to come back now. Sometime, the faith will just have a hide and seek with us. It wants us to wait and wait and wait and the waiting seems like it will never end. Although we are far apart,i have been thinking of you days and nights. I miss you so much!!

here are some pic to share.. ^^

after tired walking with mum to Grandma's house, i take pic..hehe..bored ma..hehehehehe...

view of the sky behind of my house...nice lei? lol ^^

I'm indulged taking pictures of the sky because they always vary and they are the best thing to describe one's feeling.. :D

My soul finds rest in God's alone; my salvation comes from him. He alone is my rock and my salvation; he is my fortress, I will never be shaken. Psalm 62:1-2

-hazelnut 20/03/2009-

worry..

2009-03-18T11:26:00.005+08:00

The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not be in want. He makes me lie down in green
pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters, he restores my soul. He guides me in paths of righteousness for his name's sake. Psalm 23:1-3

I'm feeling afraid and worried at the same time. Things happening around me never fail to worry me. Suddenly, i feel like i am the joker of myself.*sigh* and for dar dar, i'm sorry for everything. I wasn't angry last night. I just want to s* ****(u know what i mean..bluek) i never know how's your thinking bout me until i read your msg last night. It harrowed my feelings. Bleh. Anyway,i apologize if i have hurt your feelings. It wasn't my intention at all. However, it's rather speechless for me. I really don't know what to talk with you these few days. I've no heart for everything at this moment. I just want a peaceful life. Speech is silver, silence is golden. I'm not angry. I'm just tired. Give me sometime. I'm sorry for everything. I know i'm rude, i'm evil, i'm bad. It's ok for you to think of all these if it makes you feel better. T.T

Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Deuteronomy 31:6

tick tock tick tock~~
it left 17 days for you to come back..
people come, people go but i am still waiting here..
Time and tide wait for no man.

If you love me, you will obey what I command. And I will ask the Father, and He will give you another Counselor to be with you forever - the Spirit of truth. The world cannot accept him, because it neither sees him nor knows him. But you know him, for he lives with you and will be in you. I will not leave you as orphans; I will come to you. Before long, the world will not see me anymore, but you will see me. Because I live, you also will live. On that day you will realize that I am in my Father, and you are in me, and I am in you. John 14:15-20

-hazelnut 18/03/2009-

stomachache..

2009-03-17T15:50:00.002+08:00

today is a rainy day at Kuching..

so cold here.. >.<

got stomachache gain..huhu..

it left 18 days for someone to come back.. ^_^

wondering what's him doing now ya..haha..bluek.. ^^

thank you, my friends for dropping by at my blog yesterday.. Thank you very much,buddies! xD

Therefore do not worry about tomorrow , for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own. Matthew 6: 34

hi everyone!

2009-03-16T12:58:00.000+08:00

hi everyone!
today is my 1st day for having blog here!^^
lately, everyone's having their own blog so i also want to have my own blog too..hehe!
hmm...let me start by introducing myself (cos i don't know what to write ^^" )
my name is Hazel Lim..people usually call me Hazel lo..
my nick name is Mei, Ah Mei or even my neighbour still call me Mei Mei (sounds so "say khia" like that..wakaka)
i'm 18 now going to be 19 soon..on 24/7..hehe..
i'm a chinese girl who loves shopping and bla bla bla..^^
my hp num is 01X-8XX-XXXX (better don't write la...later got so many unknown num missed call me *perasan* haha)
btw, i'm waiting for someone to come back from Singapore..
it left 19 days to go until this person coming back from Singapore..
i've been thinking of this person throughout the days..
and this person is very important to me..Guess who?! haha (you know i know la ^^)

that's all for today la..hehe! cheers! ^.~